It’s strange. Loneliness was always a character trait of mine, but it seems abnormal tonight. I dont miss a specific person, I just miss being with someone. I don’t remember how a normal relationship goes anymore.

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Im feeling affectionate without anyone to be affectionate to
please stop being cute it makes my heart sad because i can’t nap with you
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I had a dream that I fell in love with a guy from this really weird school I went to. He had a passion for reckless driving which led to him sliding into the side of a house while trying to turn in the rain. He didnt have his seatbelt on so he flew out of the car. I remember clearly when I got in the car that I put my seatbelt on, but when I watched what just happened and looked down, my seatbelt wasnt on. And the sadness from realizing he was dead was shell-shocking. I thought maybe I cried in my sleep. I went back to the strange school days later as a loner. Some girl was talking about me or something and I guess trying to bully me and I end up kicking her ass, which in turn I start making friends. What I really found weird is most of the people faces I swear I have never seen before.
Edit:
To dream that a loved one dies in an accident, indicates that something in your own Self that is no longer functional and is “dead”. It is also symbolic of your own relationship with that person. Perhaps you need to let go of this relationship.
I recently got out of a relationship, and I was in love with that person so perhaps my sub-conscious is telling me to get over it, and my love for that person is dead?
Oops I’m drunk